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September 18th, 2006

10:54 am - Hello, old friend <3 oh wow. I have completely neglected my livejournal for almost ever right now. HOW SAD. I have decided to take a break from dishes/laundry/cleaning to write. In the past month and a hald I have decided I can not have a child anytime soon. Or maybe, I have decided in the past month and a half, if I was to have a child, I would most definately give it the BEST life I could. Of course that means family time, and travel time, and all the fun stuff. But it also means structure, discipline, rules. A whole household is a lot to fall on one person. Everything that keeps a household clean, and healthy, and running should be equally divided by all inhibitants. Not at all like my experience at the moment. Not, that I will even get to into venting about it because it makes me feel bad to put anyone down considering the circumstances that have brought me here. whatev. I miss school. A lot. I can feel myself getting stupider each day. It's so sad. It would be nice if someone would come and hand me thousands of dollars to get my car on the road and sign me up for classes =0) but until then... I help the kids with their homework and I guess its keeping me halfway intelligent. When it gets to the point that I cant help Chad with his 7th grade math, I'll allow myself to feel bad again. Max is home. forever and ever! Its about the only thing going right in my life right now. He's working somewhere in the Berkshires this week so I wont see him until Thursday. Its so strange that we used to go months at a time without seeing each other, and now that we're used to each other being around, even a few days seems hard. Damn you, Max LaBier, come home! <3 I miss my friends a lot too. I dont know much else about that, just that I miss them. I kind of miss Friendlys days more than I like to admit. We had fun. Sure, we had kind of insane bosses ALL the time, and I had to work at 530am and everyone who came in after me got to leave before me, but whatever. We had FUN. I miss Kenya, of course. Even going to see her, I miss her. Its so strange to me to have SO much going on in my life that she would ordinarily be the first person for me to tell, and she doesnt even know, yet. =0( Soon enough she'll be home though. That is all the time I have for now, livejournal. I have to get back to cleaning and making calls and all sorts of wonderful fun like that! Current Mood: drained

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September 29th, 2005

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September 12th, 2005

07:11 pm - oh boy... SOOOOO Im at school.. and mmm, half loving it =0) my roommate makes me laugh alot, which is super, since I do love to laugh.. we sometimes like to watch Law and Order, and Titus, and other wonderfully amusing shows. One lovely day, we met a girl named Lisa. I find her to be incredibly interesting.. seriously. She loooooves pot apparently, lol, and can play the guitar. And anyone who can play the guitar can win my heart over in about .5 seconds <3 I also met these two nice boys, Nick and Chris. they were.. well... nice. I might force them to go watch the hockey games with me.. because apparently they live with hockey players.. the people I live with are actually, quite super.. Theres three theater majors... count it... THREE! <3 them though.. then there's mmm zoila... I think thats how her name might be spelled (?) and shes just the cutest little thing ever.. she just gave me a ride in the 90 degree weather so I love her right now. David Michael came for a visit this weekend, which was rather nice. People from home make me VERY happy! We didnt do much though..just hung out, went for a walk... hmmm what else. I'm REAL excited for Kyna to send me some fooood!! College has been quite hard on my regular eating patterns. If I have to eat one more peanut butter and jelly I think I might vomit. Especially since I packed strawberry jelly.. and I dont even like strawberry jelly. In fact, I only like grape jelly. oh well. I miss my friends from home a real lot =0( a real, real lot actually. No one here is even comes close to comparing. I should be okay until Thanksgiving though.. at which point I will come home and eat everything in sight =0) YAY. oh hmmm tomorrow is a big day for me too... (and even though everyone I know hates this part of my life right now, faking happiness for me would be more than appreciated) me and max are a whole six months <3 <3 <3 I'm soooo excited! ANyways I should be going now.. maybe start some reading (LAME) MIKEY: I miss youuuuu...and when you come here we WILL go out! I promise =0) KYNA: I SUPER MISS YOU! COME SEE ME AS SOON AS YOU CAN!!! AND KEEP ME UPDATED WITH FAMILY GOSSIP!! =0) Current Mood: cheerful

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August 16th, 2005

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August 13th, 2005

03:15 pm - Thank God for Kynas dumb survey =0) //5 things you are wearing right now: - pink shorts...they're Kynas - white tube top - black flip flops...they're Kynas too - my cute earrings <3 - my cute ring from sarah <3 //5 things you ate in the last 24 hours: - pudding - a sandwich - popcorn - salad - cottage cheese =0) //5 things you did so far today: - made coffee - cleaned - smoked a clove - showered - got gad //5 things you can hear right now: - indie rock radio<3 - the keys on my keyboard - some scorned woman on lifetime - my puppy - the fan //5 things you do when youre bored: - eat - sleep - drive around - harass Kyna - go to clove city //5 places to go in your area: - ummm my house - a farm? - mr. brewers house - the WICKED COOL HArdwick fair - ....the woods =0( //5 people that never fail to cheer you up - Kyna - Rysa - Mikey - David Michael - Georgie //5 things you cant live without - Kyna and mikey ... and Krista =0) - cloves - maxwell <3 - Coffee - food //5 things you love - my friends and family (esp Kyn and MJ) - Maxwell Chandler LaBier - coffee - my kitten - being happy //5 of your favorite movies - say anything - girl, interrupted - old school - runaway bride - man on fire Current Mood: depressed Current Music: kingsbury manx -how cruel

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July 29th, 2005

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July 26th, 2005

05:38 pm - drama drama drama sooo apparently Max "hates" me. HE "never wants to talk to me again because I'm a bitch and a whore and I should live in pain for the rest of my life". hmmm then he got Dave mad at me too? or something.. I dont really know.. so instead of being upset I decided to channel my angry/hurt energy into cooking dinner for my adorable family.. well so I guess I did a decent job on it? Everyone ate it.. Sarah cried a little because she didnt want to, but she went to her room and got over it. mmm then I packed up all of my belongings and went to Mikeys. We watched Say Anything with some super awesome eightie's actors and if I hadnt been laughing so hard I would have cried over them playing "In Your Eyes" which is of course my number one Max song. sigh. After that we went out to cause trouble, but there was really no trouble to cause so we just talked to Ethan. He gave us some cookies that were absolutely delicious, so I guess maybe taxpayers money does come in handy sometimes? w/e so then we drove to Hardwick, and we saw Jessica (we love her) and did some awesome Jean impressions and sang reallly loud.. Thennn we met up with Ethan so I could get part one of my reed stickers, which I am incredibly excited about, as I do LOOOVE Reed <3 hmm then we went back to Mikeys and watched Saved, which was also quite exciting.. Then slept.. woke up and watched my best friends wedding and half of Spanglish with Heather <3 <3 who is just SO cute! and then I came home to get ready for another fun filled night ... Lexi I cant wait to see you.. we have a lot to catch up on =0) Kyna call me Current Mood: crazy

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July 20th, 2005

03:06 pm - Jenna Jameson Smiles... THINGS I LEARNED THIS WEEKEND: *trust is a only a five letter word. love is only a four letter word. thats all they are. *turtles can swim under water *sarah has nice boobs *i like to do the roger rabbit and running man *i like to sing linger, toby keith, and make up sinead o conner songs *freddys slow at learning the boot scoot. but we still love him <3 *handcuffs bruise *vodka is my friend <3 *i really miss kim and amy =0( * maybe orange 75 cranapple chicken red sox meant more than i thought *dunbar is a crazy drunk. we love her too. <3 *riding in cars with boys is bad. ? *chad has the nicest muscles I've ever felt in my LIFEEEEE *but Chad does not know how to pelvic thrust. we still love him <3 *heidi still hates me. but we still LOOOOVE her <3 <3 i love you heidi g *big hugs* *mikey runs faster than me at 1am. its ok. we love him <3 *tigger talbot still hates me. its okay. we love you tigger <3 *i really miss Jean * i really miss my most wonderfulest bf/ ex bf/ who the hell knows. i love him <3 *I've become the spokesperson for masturbation <3 haaaaaa life is crazy crazy Current Mood: melancholy

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June 20th, 2005

08:04 pm - gotta love ani <3 how can i go home with nothing to say i know youre going to look at me that way and say what did you do out there and what did you decide you said you needed time and you had time. you are a china shop and i am a bull you are really good food and i am full i guess everything is timing i guess everythings been said so i am coming home with an empty head. you'll say did they love you or what I'll say they love what i do the only one who really loves me is you and you'll say girl did you kick some butt and i'll say i dont remember but my fingers are sore and my voice is too you'll say its really good to see you you'll say i missed you horribly you'll say let me carry that give that to me and you will take the heavy stuff and you will drive the car and i'll look out the window making jokes about the way things are how can i go home with nothing to say i know your going to look at me that way and say what did you do out there and what did you decide you said you needed time and you had time. I'm an idiot for this boy. a total idiot. =0) whateverrrrr I cant wait to go to school kind of, except having roomates so lame oh well so bye.. Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: ani difranco- you had time

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June 5th, 2005

12:27 pm crazy night. absolutely crazy. got to see/dance around with/hide from my crazzzzzy family WHO I LOVE got to imitate rysa got to see Kyna, Anne, krista, Kelsey AND Jackie all at once. Got to sing AND dance in front of Mikey numerous times.. got harasssed by little boys.. got to sing dwight yoakam on mikeys lap got drunk met lots of nice people and fell in love with them all <3 got dirt in my face got to sleep in my car 2 hours... got to QUIT my job =0) =0) WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO got max to break up with that skankkkk ..i hope.. got mikey to call me at some point today?? =0) lol Current Mood: geeky

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